tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12177793.post938182914971357331..comments2024-02-25T14:37:25.154-05:00Comments on CaroleMcDonnell: WTF Moment in Bible Study: the death of leadersCarole McDonnellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15443401088634718848noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12177793.post-40651398542918853372010-03-03T14:37:29.400-05:002010-03-03T14:37:29.400-05:00You are going to be freed, and you write beautiful...You are going to be freed, and you write beautifully. I can't wait to see Constant Tower as a completed work. I hope that this is one of the works that will be the most freeing for you. Even more so than Onion.J. M. Butlerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09367883351786763042noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12177793.post-84322996824657593872010-03-03T13:07:54.032-05:002010-03-03T13:07:54.032-05:00I love you. You're so sweet to me. Yeah, it...I love you. You're so sweet to me. Yeah, it's good. Maybe I'm being healed inside. Hey, maybe I'll be able to write CT without all these repressions. For a moment I feared --yes, my prophetic soul!-- some favorite minister of mine would die. But yeah...I think I'm just kinda overwhelmed by life. But underneath are the everlasting arms. Thanks. Love you. -CCarole McDonnellhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15443401088634718848noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12177793.post-2922633863395581922010-03-03T12:56:18.042-05:002010-03-03T12:56:18.042-05:00I am so glad that you cried! You need to cry and k...I am so glad that you cried! You need to cry and keep on crying just to release these emotions. <br /><br />I don't know what the issue is inside that is hurting, but I don't think it's bad. I cried when Moses died too because I did not want him to. And of course, I always cry during the Crucifixion story.<br /><br />I do think that you're right though that deep inside you feel lonely. You've been through a very rough path, and it is no wonder that you are lonely. My guess would be that it is a combination of the two you mentioned. A desperate loneliness crying out to be near to God and yet also feeling abandoned by grandfather and struggling through that and also wanting to be close to someone who will lead and care for you as well as "father" you.<br /><br />Don't feel bad about feeling this way. It's okay. Beautiful song though. God bless you! Be dangerous.J. M. Butlerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09367883351786763042noreply@blogger.com